VOORHEES, N.J. -- With even the most mundane skating drills causing him headaches and fuzziness, Keith Primeau decided it was time to stop playing hockey.
Trying every available option to return from concussions that
robbed him of years of his career, Primeau was told by Flyers
trainer Jim McCrossin he could continue to skate with a minor
league affiliate or practice with a white jersey with a red cross
so he couldn't be hit, like a training camp quarterback.
But McCrossin saved his most distressing news for last: He told
Primeau last week he would never clear the former Flyers captain to
play. McCrossin couldn't live with the consequences if Primeau took
one more blow to the head.
Primeau knew he could not go on.
"It was the first real time I'd been in touch with reality the
last few months," Primeau said Thursday at the team's practice
facility. "I didn't want to become a distraction again."
Primeau retired Thursday, ending a 15-year NHL career after
failing to receive clearance to play because of lingering effects
from a concussion. The 34-year-old Primeau had been trying to
return from an Oct. 25 concussion after a hit from Montreal's
Alexander Perezhogin. It was the most severe in a series of head
injuries Primeau endured during his career.
"This decision will allow me to live a normal life and
hopefully, with time, few reminders of my injuries," Primeau said.
Later Thursday, the Flyers announced that Peter Forsberg would take over as the 15th captain in team history.
When Primeau left Philadelphia for the summer, he felt he was
strong enough to try a comeback, even after missing the final 73
games last season. But when he fell ill only two days into his
workouts, he knew that a return would be difficult.
Still, he returned to skate with the Flyers in August, trying to
push himself one last time, much like he did when he fought through
previous concussions and thrived in the 2004 playoffs when he
helped lead them within a victory of the Stanley Cup finals.
The image of being the same player he was during that postseason
run when he led the Flyers in playoff goals (nine) and points (16)
was never out of his cluttered mind.
"I just really looked forward to getting back on the ice and
playing," he said.
Primeau experienced problems with balance and vision when he
tearfully announced in late February he would not play again the
rest of the year. But he surprised the Flyers when he practiced
with them shortly before the playoffs, giving hope that the
34-year-old star might return.
Instead, Primeau could not skate away on his own terms.
"I'm sorry I couldn't overcome this injury and dragged this out
as long as I did," Primeau said. "I did it all with the best of
intentions and with the thought of returning home and playing in
front of 20,000 screaming fans."
Primeau, who had two years and more than $6 million remaining on
his contract, missed 21 games because of a concussion sustained
against the Rangers in the 2003-04 season. He also had at least two
head injuries during the 2004 playoffs, in the Eastern Conference
semifinals against Toronto and in the conference finals against
Knowing the outcome of playing with a head injury, Primeau says
now he would done things differently. But he was a hockey player,
and hockey players play through the knocks, especially in the
"I think a career of concussions has a cumulative effect,"
But Primeau had to gut it out. He was the captain. General
manager Bobby Clarke, who wore the "C" with the Flyers, said
Primeau was one of the great captains in team history.
Chosen in the first round by Detroit in the 1990 draft, Primeau
spent six seasons with the Red Wings and three more with
Hartford/Carolina. After missing the first half of the 1999-00
season with the Hurricanes because of a contract dispute, Primeau
was traded to the Flyers.
He finished with 266 goals and 619 points, and played in two
"He's always going to feel like he didn't get to finish on his
own terms," coach Ken Hitchcock said.