As a companion to the Outside the Lines television feature on prison basketball at the McNeil Island (Wash.) Correctional Center, ESPN.com is publishing the original 1995 Pacific Magazine article by Tom Farrey, now an ESPN.com senior writer. Below is the third and final part.
From beyond the three-point line, Don Womack lets loose a shot that
splashes down 25 feet away in a cushion of nylon net. He loves watching
the shot, the way it feels leaving his fingers, its high, beautiful arc,
the anticipation as the ball falls back toward earth, then finally the
sense of total accomplishment as it filters through the net.
Little else in Womack's life is so perfect. He was a confused boy from
Tacoma when he first got into crime, at age 13, taking cars on joy
rides. Later when his drug habit got expensive, he started selling the
cars he stole. Now 25, he's pretty much been locked up since he was 14,
in various juvenile and adult institutions.
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He was introduced to basketball at one of those juvenile facilities,
Mission Ridge near Bremerton, where a counselor showed him a little
fadeaway jumper. As the tall, skinny kid grew, he started taking the
shot from farther out on the perimeter. Before long, he was a
certifiable gym rat.
And breaking all the rules.
In the yard one day at McNeil, Womack said, he was cornered by several
white inmates -- "the ones with tattoos" -- who informed him in racist
terms that in prison, basketball is a black sport and that he shouldn't
mix with black inmates. Out of fear, he stopped playing in the gym,
instead sneaking outside to shoot on the hard courts by himself every
day for hours.
But eventually he made his way back inside, where perils of a new
variety existed. Some of the black players accepted him but a few of
them did so, he said, "for the wrong reasons." In some prisons, he said,
there's a perception that young white men who hang around black men are
interested in homosexual sex.
One day when he was 18, he was hit over the head with a lead pipe by one
of those prisoners, "just as a warning that I was 'posed to do what he
wanted me to do," he said.
Womack says the tension at McNeil has relaxed in recent years with the
construction of new living facilities, and that he gets along with
everybody. But crossing the racial divide still has its consequences,
even on the basketball court, one of the few places where inmates from
the various racial groups interact voluntarily.
"The black guys still talk crazy every once in a while, you know, trying
to get you all frustrated," he said. "And it does get to me when they're
saying 'white boy, white boy,' even though they don't mean it in a
disrespectful way. That's just how they talk when they're talking. But
it irritates the hell out of me. I'm like, 'My name is Womack, I'm a
white man or something.' "
He is one of two whites on the 12-man varsity roster and one of a mere
handful of whites and Hispanics who even tried out for the team.
But he is a basketball player, above all.
Third quarter ends with McNeil leading, 88-46.
Gettin' theirs
As a contest, the game has completely degenerated. The waves of McNeil
substitutions, five at a time every four minutes, have sapped their
opponent of any last chance at a comeback. Just about every other trip
upcourt for Evergreen Excavation, a McNeil player steals the ball and
tosses it quickly the other way for an easy basket.
It's gotten so ugly the crowd is cheering for Evergreen. Womack flips
off one of the inmates, and gets benched.
But most of the players are still getting what each of them needs,
personally, out of the game.
Anthony "Little Barkley" Hickenbottom, 25, a muscular inmate new to
McNeil, is roaring to the hoop, just like his younger brother, Roberto
Bergersen, does for the University of Washington as a scholarship
basketball player. Hickenbottom likes playing against outside teams
because it allows him to feel "human" again, not criminal.
Running the team ably from the point guard position is Eric "Prime Time"
Langston, 30, who uses basketball as a way to keep in shape until he is
released into the outside world, where he wants to put to use his
training as a computer technician. He is captain of the team, which pays
for its balls, uniforms and league fees with funds raised by the
prisoners.
Down low in the key is Emanuel "Veteran" Milton, 46, the oldest player
on the court. A self-described Vietnam vet who is missing most of his
teeth, who had his dentures stolen with his coat while playing hoops in
Salt Lake City, Milton is waving for the ball on his gimpy knees,
looking for that sweet, "un-stop-pable" fadeaway that's been with him
all these years.
"If I had my choice on dying, it'd be on a basketball court making my
turnaround jumper," Milton said, flashing a gummy grin. "I'd have a
heart attack, the ball would hit the bottom of the net and, boom, I'd be
gone.
"Hopefully if I get to heaven, God will put me on his varsity team."
Wait 'til next year
Final score: 117-59. McNeil moves a step closer to another Meridian
League title. But judging by the players' eagerness to slap hands with
the losers, the Islanders aren't so much drunk with victory as they are
intent on leaving the right impression. They thank Evergreen Excavation
for making the trip and encourage them to return, anytime.
Evergreen Excavation likes the idea. It occurs to the players that the
game was virtually devoid of trash-talking and rough play, contrary to
what they had expected. Maybe they just didn't give the Islanders enough
of a run; the inmates got testy in a close loss a couple weeks later to
a team called Da Boyz. But they say they have to go back to youth-league
ball to remember a game so cleanly played.
Best of all, they came face-to-face with their fears. Maybe they didn't
get the life stories or even the names of their opponents, but they got
physical and emotional images, and in the wonderfully expressive
language that is basketball, came to know the prisoners on some level.
"I probably talked about the game more in the two weeks prior than the
two weeks after," Miner would say later. "You anticipate it more than
anything. You talk about it with your friends, about what Guido the
Killer Pimp might do to you, all the scenarios. But when you come back
there's not much to talk about, because not much happens."
It's worked that way for years at McNeil, where prison officials say no
one from a visiting team has ever been attacked. The outsider goes
inside the McNeil Island prison, deep down scared for his safety, and he
comes out with 16 points, 10 rebounds, three assists and a clearer
understanding of the people who call the place their temporary home.
Next time, maybe he walks downtown past the drug pushers and street life
with a little more comfort, because he's traded sweat with them under
the boards. Maybe the news stories about crime don't seem as menacing,
because he's looked into the eyes of society's worst, been guests in
their house, and on some basic level, they're not as alien as he
assumed.
Doesn't mean he has them over to dinner at his house. Doesn't even mean
that they're ready to go back into society. Some people don't know what
to do with their freedom; they mistake freedom for license. But the
point is, the visitor has found his measure of freedom -- inside some of
the meanest walls erected.
"I'd go back there to play," says Peter James, an Evergreen player. "I'd
go back there in a minute."
It's only a game, they say. But teams in the Meridian League, including
the McNeil Islanders, know better.
Story reprinted with permission of The Seattle Times.